h1

m-au ciuruit,

May 31, 2017

dar eu m-am expus.

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h1

numărul meu norocos?

January 11, 2017

tocmai am avut o epifanie. am mai avut şi altele asemănătoare în ultima vreme [ştiu, contradicţie logică, dar cine susţine că lucrurile pe care le fac şi sentimentele pe care le am sunt logice?]. dar parcă asta a fost mai… clară. sau dură. sau negru pe alb. oricum, multe sunt contradictorii sau inexplicabile sau jalnice de ceva timp. but at least i did my best.

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(un)healthy wish [j.w.]

December 28, 2016

i want someone who is fierce and will love me until death and knows that love is as strong as death, and be on my side forever and ever. i want someone who will destroy me and be destroyed by me.

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curaţenie

December 14, 2016

ieri s-au împlinit şase ani. azi am aruncat trandafirii uscaţi din glastra predominant roşie. erau de fapt din 10 iunie anul următor, nu din 13 decembrie.

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overdue epiphany

October 14, 2016

i am old.

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diagnostic

October 3, 2016

de câteva zile mă simt fără plasă de siguranţă.

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too much and too little

September 28, 2016

i wonder what’s actually left. i often have this feeling that something important is missing. like i’m trying too hard and it’s all just a stunt. i hate doubting myself and this is exactly where it’s leading me. something has to change – i don’t know how or what or who or when. soon, i suppose. but the question of what, how, and who remains. there’s only so much i can do. i’m waiting.