Archive for September, 2008



September 21, 2008

so the shit hit the fan.


concepts of appropriateness [n.c.]

September 17, 2008

i am not guilty.
my helplessness is so great,
that i cannot even be blamed for my helplessness.
so, please, absolve me,
rivers and horses, anemones, aestheticians
and massacred cities!
i am helpless in my guilt
just like others are helpless in their trades –
and they will be fired.

oh, what am i to live from,
what am i to feed from,
when the whole of my incapability will be exposed?



September 10, 2008

ma apuca poezia cand ies la tigara pe balconul platforma.



September 7, 2008

era un tu diegetic (or wasn’t it?).



September 6, 2008

news from the archives – jokingly but deadly serious:

– even half an hour after i wake up, it’s still pitch dark.
– gina is no longer guarding me.
– these past days i read slower and i write less.
– the request for photocopies submitted in early june is still pending.
– on thursday i got struguri, prune si covrigi.
– my feet freeze in the morning.
– there were brown thick stains on the lower right corner of one of the letters i read today.
– truth is in all i read: nowhere.
– americans, not soviets, imposed communism in romania: romanians.
– i wanna have a drivers’ license by spring next year.
– soon it will be a quarter.
– plete in vant come with the convertible (music too).
– maybe the only way i’ll be able to write this is in the form of explanatory contradictions: technologies of patience, understanding, nowhereness, radicalism, resistance (to one story).
– i guess i won’t be able to push myself out of my writing – even if this might mean i will never write or i will never be able to write or i will never be able to speak it.
– i want to stay on my couch and read.
– stories is all i can see now: entangled, conflicting, neverbeginning and neverending (the only ones possible).
– un popa was seated at ‘my’ desk on wednesday morning.
– you might have triggered one string of these stories: the extreme ones (seasonal).
– there is danger next week (cataloguing).
– yeah, you have the paradigms, but you don’t have the syntagms: the rules are missing (meta).